Twin Flames: The
True Story
I am putting this up so the world can see things that I have seen and worked with for over 5 years. What I saw first began on August 26, 2009. when I saw an article in the USA Today paper with a big story and picture of our beloved Mr.Butler in front of the Life section. It was during the time he was filming The Bounty Hunter and the first thing that grabbed my attention was his eyes, or more like what was coming from his eyes. But there was more, there was also this familiarity that I had seen before and that I knew very well. The more I looked at it, the more I began becoming convinced that I had seen this look before, but I couldn’t quite figure it out immediately. After staring at the picture for like, close to 30 minutes, which surprised me, cuz I thought I had only been looking at it for about ten minutes. I finally realized why he looked so familiar…..he looked exactly like my best friend. I was absolutely dumbfounded, as I continued to stare at the picture. I had never seen anything or anyone look so much alike, down to even the soul from the eyes. And there is very little in life that has truly scared or surprised me like this one did. And it was more than just the eyes/soul connection.. His lips, jaw, nose, chin…were all like hers, the hair line, forehead just all removed from her face and placed on his…or vice versa. It’s like he is a masculine version of her. I brought it to my BFF the next day and showed it to her. For a few minutes she was like really scary quiet and then she suddenly broke down sobbing like these great heart ripping sobs. It had that powerful an effect upon her and that also made me step back as well, and look at this from another angle.
Now then, a little back story here. This is after her seeing a picture God revealed to her earlier that she mentioned to me, that I didn't pay much attention to. The very first time she saw him is what kept her more confused and in tears, as she was talking to me about it. It wasn't until God showed her, her life, who she was and what she was here for. From all the pain she was going through in life that led her path to here. And it wasn't until I brought the photo to her in the paper, did she see all the details of his face and through his eyes clearly (that photo can be seen in the first picture set of him on the Photo Album in this site). And that made her break down completely in heart wrenching sobs. It was like looking at her reflection in a mirror as she described it. That he was the rest of her love and her existence. The deep love and pain she always felt inside as child. Her being able to see all the details of his face and through his eyes was what she already knew and felt. The photo in the paper totally affected and helped me to see what I couldn't see clearly before of what they were. That they were the missing part of each other. Had I heard of Gerry at this time?? Yes, I had, but really was not the Gerry-fan I am now. I had “heard” of P.S. I Love You and 300, but there had been nothing to really get me to go look at them. Well, after seeing my friend’s reaction to the picture, we both rented both of them and saw as much Gerry as we could and right there and then I was hooked. But watching the effect upon my friend was even more powerful. I saw her slowly come to life. To know a little about her, she had always been a very withdrawn and a quiet girl, very shy and to herself which is like 100% the opposite of myself, or does it show much? She has spent most of her life being completely lost and alone, not knowing what to do or where to go and just looking for a safe place to be.
But the transformation in her was like totally astonishing. We started to do more leg work and finding out more about this man. I was enjoying how much this “new”, and yet not a NEW friend, but this new incarnation of this friend of mine was blossoming. But the part that got me, was I still was unable to understand fully WHY she was or what it was, that was making her do this. I have seen fan crushes and stuff like that, but this was not one of those. It was like a dead battery had been re charged and was now putting out like 1000000% more power.
But the transformation in her was like totally astonishing. We started to do more leg work and finding out more about this man. I was enjoying how much this “new”, and yet not a NEW friend, but this new incarnation of this friend of mine was blossoming. But the part that got me, was I still was unable to understand fully WHY she was or what it was, that was making her do this. I have seen fan crushes and stuff like that, but this was not one of those. It was like a dead battery had been re charged and was now putting out like 1000000% more power.
So one night I was talking to her and I asked her what was it about him and why she “lit up” like she did with this and she told me that I already knew, and that all I had to do is just look at her and then at him. I did and was surprised to see not just a connection in her soul and face, but more the way they acted and behaved. The way there would be things she would feel that transcended distance that would come from him and times when her feelings and emotions would be seen on pictures of Gerry the next day or two. Pictures that were taken the same time she was upset or down. And for Gerry, when I saw pictures of him feeling upset or mad or even depressed, they happened to her at the same time. Basically what I found was that these two were connected in like a way I have never seen before. And it was not once or twice, but multiple times, over a period of 3-4 YEARS!! As I began to look more into this “connection” I started looking over and finding all I could about soulmates thinking that these two must be soul mates to provoke this kind of reaction in her. But the more I looked and the more I investigated, I found another term…Twin flame. Twin Flames are one soul that has been split and separated into two bodies thus being in pain and hurting until they could and would be reunited once more. And in that small realization I began to see the pain and hurt in both of them. Like a flame that is slowly being smothered out. And yes in both…by that I was seeing Gerry looking more lost and alone. There were even reports back in 2010 while he was in NYC that he was looking confused. Even to the point, one time I guess (trying to remember, so this may not be exactly correct) riding the subway and looking totally lost as someone described her encounter with the Scottish hunk. I had never seen Gerry look or act like that, but had seen my friend look and act that way on numerous occasions. Moreover, of the past year, I have seen Gerry looking morose, lost and somewhat distracted despite his having a “girlfriend” it was because said “girlfriend” did not fit his 1/2 of the soul. The way a Twin Flame works is only that one other half can fit and mend the half they have and nothing else no matter how hard they try or how it’s forced into the situation will ever work or fit. It’s like trying to place the engine from an airplane into your family car….soooooo not gonna happen. Just because it’s an engine, doesn’t make it right or that it will fit. This is why you have specialized parts when your car breaks down. So a Twin flame cannot just fit any old soul onto theirs, because they are a half soul. Only that half will fit, besides it would be somewhat silly to be a Soul (that's complete) and half (that's not complete and belongs to another). Looks and emotion are irrelevant to the situation. And this is the force I have seen at work both with her and with Gerry as well. Others have tried to place "girls" within his life without success, why? Because it’s the wrong fit. But with the both of them I see the sameness that will only complete each other. The soul and the power that resides within both of these people is almost tangible, a feeling that you can actually feel upon your skin like the feeling of standing in front of a speaker when the music plays and even though you cannot "see" the sound, you can still feel it upon you.
Am I her advocate, well in a way yes. I have seen what life has done or tried to do to my friend. Things that have been taken from her or that she has lost through her life because of problems. And one thing I do know is that she is too good and too sweet and the exact matching part of Gerry’s soul to sit around and do nothing about this. So Yes, I am doing all I can to show her off to the world and let the world see her, see the similarities between them and how the face, hands and so much more is exactly alike. I can even see when Gerry is having a bad day or a stressful day and like clockwork it will appear within my friends face….she will begin to stress out over nothing or just have her day go right off the rails and what do ya know? A day later there are pictures of the man stressed or upset. And likewise, if he is having a good day or is feeling good, it reflects in her as well. At the same time I have seen her have bad days due to things going on in her life and Gerry then will have the same reaction in his pictures, as she had the same day and usually damn near the same time of day as well. I challenge you to prove to me that these are separate events when this has been happening for way over 3-4 years that I have actually tracked and watched this connection. Before then it may have happened as well, but not being aware of it then, it may have escaped my notice. But it’s hard to explain away 3-4 years of this as “just coincidence”. You then pile this upon the same body features and face and seeing his reactions in certain situations being the same as hers, well I think you have pretty much an open and shut case my friends. I know that we are getting into an area that would be all about statistics in talking about how his emotions effected her and vice versa and how often and what the occasions were, but the bottom line is you can not deny the parallel reactions from both of these twins.
And it’s because of all of this that I felt this needed to be shown and let others see what I had discovered?, found?, or at least never noticed (and what God showed her from her pain), until I saw the article in the paper. As I stated above, I am somewhat her cheerleader and her advocate. One other thing, she and Gerry both share….an innate shyness around others. And let’s be real, yes he can be outgoing, like slipping back into that actors mask that he uses to cover when he is feeling uncomfortable or shy. But deep down, if you look hard into his face and eyes you can see the unease and the shyness that he hides beneath the flirting and bravado. My friend is like that, but more so, she does not have the actors mask to slip on, she is deathly afraid of being around others from the aspect of just mingling and such, because of being half.
Can she hide it when she absolutely needs to? Yes, she can, but to anyone who knows a bit about her, all they need to do is look into her eyes. It's do to her being half and split for so long and not whole, like him. I am happy to say that with my help she has a tiny bit cracked her shell, but down deep though, like Gerry, you see the fear and shyness. It’s almost this interesting look into Gerry through my friend. Since I have seen so much of her in him and him in her, it’s almost like being with and around him. Being around her is like being around him. It gives one the glimpse into life with Gerry without being with Gerry. The only thing better would be to take the form of his trusty brown satchel and see his life.
There are other things that you need to take a good long look at. In some ways their lives have had other hardships that seem to parallel each one of them. Life was not an easy one for Gerry during his early years and the same things could be said for my BFF as well. Family problems plagued both of them as they grew, needing to move from place to place. She has gone from the East coast to the West coast, and then back to the East once more, before heading back West yet again. On the other hand Gerry has gone from Scotland to Canada, then returned back to Scotland and of course all the moving about the earth as well, not counting where he has been for his movie career. They need to keep moving because neither one of them have found the right place for them. The place where they truly belong. And neither one can truly be at rest or at peace, until they are once more reunited with the one they were separated from so long ago. Once more letting both halves finally be re-linked, re-connected and brought back together, joined so it can once more flourish as it can only do when made whole. Letting the rest of the world see and know about this amazing pure and massive love that is shared by both halves. I truly believe the things they have both gone through is another sign that they were both two missing halves of the whole soul. And I can see in the two of them, a mirror image of each other. For example, if you were to hold a mirror up to either one of them, you would see the reflection of the other one within the mirror. Other signs that point to the separation of both of them is that they were both born 11 months apart, with 11 being one of the numbers that signify those who are twin flames. But with them being the most ultimate of twin flames. From what God has shown her, as she has traveled through her path and journey, as well as what I've seen and know. The duality of twin flame numbers such as 11,22 or 33. In fact he was born in an 11 month....November. This is just another twin flame sign of truth. However, God has show her other numbers and signs that are strictly exclusive to them, because of the highest ultimate love that they represent. There are so many more things within both of their lives that God has shown her, that point to and show how they are both a part of each other and so many other things that also point to signs of being a split soul as well.
Can she hide it when she absolutely needs to? Yes, she can, but to anyone who knows a bit about her, all they need to do is look into her eyes. It's do to her being half and split for so long and not whole, like him. I am happy to say that with my help she has a tiny bit cracked her shell, but down deep though, like Gerry, you see the fear and shyness. It’s almost this interesting look into Gerry through my friend. Since I have seen so much of her in him and him in her, it’s almost like being with and around him. Being around her is like being around him. It gives one the glimpse into life with Gerry without being with Gerry. The only thing better would be to take the form of his trusty brown satchel and see his life.
There are other things that you need to take a good long look at. In some ways their lives have had other hardships that seem to parallel each one of them. Life was not an easy one for Gerry during his early years and the same things could be said for my BFF as well. Family problems plagued both of them as they grew, needing to move from place to place. She has gone from the East coast to the West coast, and then back to the East once more, before heading back West yet again. On the other hand Gerry has gone from Scotland to Canada, then returned back to Scotland and of course all the moving about the earth as well, not counting where he has been for his movie career. They need to keep moving because neither one of them have found the right place for them. The place where they truly belong. And neither one can truly be at rest or at peace, until they are once more reunited with the one they were separated from so long ago. Once more letting both halves finally be re-linked, re-connected and brought back together, joined so it can once more flourish as it can only do when made whole. Letting the rest of the world see and know about this amazing pure and massive love that is shared by both halves. I truly believe the things they have both gone through is another sign that they were both two missing halves of the whole soul. And I can see in the two of them, a mirror image of each other. For example, if you were to hold a mirror up to either one of them, you would see the reflection of the other one within the mirror. Other signs that point to the separation of both of them is that they were both born 11 months apart, with 11 being one of the numbers that signify those who are twin flames. But with them being the most ultimate of twin flames. From what God has shown her, as she has traveled through her path and journey, as well as what I've seen and know. The duality of twin flame numbers such as 11,22 or 33. In fact he was born in an 11 month....November. This is just another twin flame sign of truth. However, God has show her other numbers and signs that are strictly exclusive to them, because of the highest ultimate love that they represent. There are so many more things within both of their lives that God has shown her, that point to and show how they are both a part of each other and so many other things that also point to signs of being a split soul as well.
Now, then I am sure that some of you are thinking: “Why are you doing this? Does she know about this? What right do you have to do this?” Well, first of all, I would NEVER do anything without consulting my friend first. I trust her and she trusts me and to me after love the next most important thing a person can have with another person is trust. So that answers both the first and the second questions. I told her that I was going to do it. All she asked me was to not make her look like an idiot or foolish, since what this comes from, has nothing to do with either of those. She has seen some of the weird and twisted love sick fans that chase Gerry and is not at all amused or one of them…trust me. Of this I know fully and completely. Anyhow, the right comes from being her most trusted and closest friend, for knowing and being around her for over 10 years and knowing a lot of her ebbs and flows to her personality and her mind. Her reactions and feelings about so many things that occur with her in life and this includes both the good and the bad. I am almost like family to her, we are close and no, she is NOT my sister either…geez you guys, stop trying to read in between the lines here. Seriously though, I know her probably as best as anyone can know a person, including knowing her a bit more than her family, because of her being a split soul and only she, her other half and God knows herself better than I.
Therefore, in my little Ahab like quest (and for those who know to what I refer to, I am not talking about a whale!) I have been going out of my way to try and show people my BFF. I want people to know my friend and what she looks like and what she is. I went to a web building site called Weebly to make a little like monument to her and Gerry and show through pictures, slides shows and such the sameness between them. I will admit I am about as technical as a flatulating cow, but I did my best to try and place up something that both she and I would be proud of. This is not me putting myself down but being realistic of the limits of my abilities when it comes to this kind of thing. So on the off chance you are expecting some amazing wonderful and professional looking site, sorry to crash your hopes everyone. I just did my best with what little talent I have technically. I went as far as making a couple of You Tube videos to the tune of one being just about her, to Alicia Keys “Girl on Fire” and then one with her and Gerry to Christina Perri’s “A Thousand Years” . She herself picked out “A Thousand Years” for the song matched her heart and soul for the slideshow I created and it matched perfectly with the love within her heart and soul for her other half. Again, I am not really good with this computer stuff, but tried my best. But what it all comes down to is this, please, would you look at the site and the video’s and give me your honest truthful feedback, good or bad. I need to know if you see and feel the same things that I see and feel. I have been able to feel her and Gerry in this almost weird mystical kinda way, just by looking at them into their eyes, and I need to know if anyone else sees the same.
Therefore, in my little Ahab like quest (and for those who know to what I refer to, I am not talking about a whale!) I have been going out of my way to try and show people my BFF. I want people to know my friend and what she looks like and what she is. I went to a web building site called Weebly to make a little like monument to her and Gerry and show through pictures, slides shows and such the sameness between them. I will admit I am about as technical as a flatulating cow, but I did my best to try and place up something that both she and I would be proud of. This is not me putting myself down but being realistic of the limits of my abilities when it comes to this kind of thing. So on the off chance you are expecting some amazing wonderful and professional looking site, sorry to crash your hopes everyone. I just did my best with what little talent I have technically. I went as far as making a couple of You Tube videos to the tune of one being just about her, to Alicia Keys “Girl on Fire” and then one with her and Gerry to Christina Perri’s “A Thousand Years” . She herself picked out “A Thousand Years” for the song matched her heart and soul for the slideshow I created and it matched perfectly with the love within her heart and soul for her other half. Again, I am not really good with this computer stuff, but tried my best. But what it all comes down to is this, please, would you look at the site and the video’s and give me your honest truthful feedback, good or bad. I need to know if you see and feel the same things that I see and feel. I have been able to feel her and Gerry in this almost weird mystical kinda way, just by looking at them into their eyes, and I need to know if anyone else sees the same.
It has been a long time that I have really had to examine this all by myself and in that amount of time I know a lot of people can get a very skewed view on life and where things stand. Hell, if you focus too much on some things you might even go cross eyed. So this is why I have decided to finally allow this to go out, almost like its grand unveiling, world-wide. Not just look-a-likes, but in my eyes twins, maybe a clone of our beloved Gerry. So he never needs to feel lost and alone and a girl who can understands his feelings of being lost and alone as she too has been lost and alone. And knows him, just as well as he knows and understands himself. In fact, I know that Gerry has said in interviews before in the past that he felt like a man out of time. I have also heard my friend tell me on numerous occasions that she felt completely lost and alone or that she did not know where to go or what to do. And I was hearing these things long before I knew Gerry felt like he was a man out of time. So this shows me another connection between these two. And I have known her for over 10 years, so this is not something I just heard her saying. Not everything in life is going to be explained to our complete satisfaction, but in this particular matter, I need to have 100% understanding. But I also need to have outside ideas, opinions and input as well, and that is where all of you who take the time to read over this can help me out by giving me their thoughts, feelings….hell ANY feedback at all, good or bad. But also, this is not a match game either. I placed this because they are one in the same, 11 months apart and there is a connection that can only be explained by Twin Flame. Please do not try and show me who you think they look like or "Oh, I saw a movie way back in 1971 and Gerry looks like (similar to) this girl in it"....its not a simple look a like concept (because there is NO ONE that looks like my friend any where, one of a kind), but the matter of soul as well. All this is TRUE!!!
You can leave a comment on the website after you have been able to look at the slideshow and gallery and leave your feelings, thoughts and opinions and only I will see them and no one else. It is set up so no one can read any of your comments other than myself, so you will never worry about anyone else reading what you left as a comment. If you are coming from the other site that I placed this up in, then I would love it if you can leave me a private message there if possible. If it's not possible, as there might not be a spot for messages, then again, I ask that you leave your thoughts here on this site's comment page.
You can leave a comment on the website after you have been able to look at the slideshow and gallery and leave your feelings, thoughts and opinions and only I will see them and no one else. It is set up so no one can read any of your comments other than myself, so you will never worry about anyone else reading what you left as a comment. If you are coming from the other site that I placed this up in, then I would love it if you can leave me a private message there if possible. If it's not possible, as there might not be a spot for messages, then again, I ask that you leave your thoughts here on this site's comment page.
If you wish to see the site (Please Do!!) it can be found at
http://youneedtosee.weebly.com
and the links to the You Tube Videos can be found there at the bottom of the first page, but just in case you need to look for these two
videos:
Thousand Years of Gerard Butler - showing them together, side by side comparisons of my friend and Gerry.
This Girl is On Fire – This one is about just my friend so you can see her for yourself and to show that no pics were shopped at all.
This is something that seems to me beyond all of us, that it's from God, created by and placed down here to show us all what a real love is. what He has created so the rest of us who think we love can perhaps see that we do not love as perfectly as we could. That God wishes to show us a perfect love and a perfect soul.
To all of my great and AMAZING friends I thank you for your time and for looking at all of this as well.
http://youneedtosee.weebly.com
and the links to the You Tube Videos can be found there at the bottom of the first page, but just in case you need to look for these two
videos:
Thousand Years of Gerard Butler - showing them together, side by side comparisons of my friend and Gerry.
This Girl is On Fire – This one is about just my friend so you can see her for yourself and to show that no pics were shopped at all.
This is something that seems to me beyond all of us, that it's from God, created by and placed down here to show us all what a real love is. what He has created so the rest of us who think we love can perhaps see that we do not love as perfectly as we could. That God wishes to show us a perfect love and a perfect soul.
To all of my great and AMAZING friends I thank you for your time and for looking at all of this as well.